I often will return to the moments of significance in my own
life and realize it meant more than a mere moment of comedy. I’ll explain, I
take us back to the time I spent in Canada. My days consisted of working in the
kitchen for about nine hours and doing behind the scenes stuff for the campers
at night. Basically I was pretty nameless and faceless learning to serve others
while running after the Lord with all of my being. While residing in Canada I
was taken from my ordinary life due to no cell reception or wifi. It was
brilliant. My soul needed to be reunited with its maker in a forest in Canada
with no contact with the outside world. One day I woke up, congregated with
Kathleen who also never attended breakfast thanks to our afternoon shift in the
kitchen. We read Jesus calling, talked, drank coffee and walked into the kitchen
not a minute too early or too late. The day seemed ordinary, until the moment
Scott the work crew kid walked in and changed my camp fame for life. Before I
inform you of his destiny changing words I must inform you of a camp tradition
that had taken place for some time now. Esteban was a squirrel. Esteban loved
stealing food from the back room in the kitchen. The kitchen staff had one
single objective for the summer: to capture Esteban. Few people had had face to
face encounters with him, but they believed a full surrender of the squirrel’s
motives were nearing.
Who would have guessed that the casual kid from eastern
Washington, who barely did Younglife and is still uncertain of how she landed
this job would accidentally be the one to step into this long devised plan and
fulfill it.
Back to that causal day two, when you work at camp days are
ran by numbers not days of the week, Scott walks in the back door before
entering the main part of the kitchen there is a small room that contains a
washer, dryer and a few other housekeeping items, it is separated from the main
kitchen by a small wall. As he walks
past the small room into the main kitchen I am the first person he runs into. A
bit stunned he points into our laundry room saying a squirrel just ran in. In
the midst of cutting lettuce I stop what I am doing and casually respond, “Oh, its
just Esteban.” Without thinking I proceed to go back to the small room on the
other side of the small wall divider. Immediately I spot him. Esteban there on the
garbage can. Approaching with little caution I was expecting to just scare him out of
the kitchen, but the next series of events are somewhat a blur, but to my
closest recollection I will tell them as best as I can. I near the garbage can
that resides in the back corner, Esteban is sitting on the lid I reach out to
swat him, but instead manage to capture him with my hand! Shocked I look down
at a rabid squirrel that is equally as shocked to be in my hand. Squirming like
a madman, he finally positions himself and takes a nice chomp on my hand. As the
pain and realization that Esteban just bit me moves from my finger to my mind I
involuntarily react by throwing him at the wall that is shared with the main
kitchen. Caught up in my own world of confusion I barely hear the screams from
the other side of the kitchen reacting to the squirrel that was just flung
through the air and hit the wall.
In a swirl I enter into the kitchen to see Carly my intern
screaming and freaking out. As I attempt to wash my bloody hand she rushes me
to the Nurse, who said that she has never seen a scenario like this before. I
then had to call my mother on an emergency phone to ask if I had had my tetanus
shot. I had. I was not going to turn into a rabid squirrel.
Long story short I was famous around camp within minutes. I
went from a nameless faceless kitchen slave to that kid that got bit by a
squirrel. From this scenario even in all its obscurity I learned to not seek
fame for one’s self, but if you are to become famous a squirrel will probably
come into where you are and find you. Or God. As I live obediently and pursue Him
daily I can trust that the big things will come into play if I am walking out
what He is saying to me. “Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit.
Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own
interests but each of you to the interest of others,” Philippians 2:3-4. To be
serving others is the best place to be. I don’t think we need to be afraid to
ask God for the big things, but don’t be discouraged if all you can see is
dishes in the backroom. God knows you. Love Him, love others. Trust Him with
everything and serve others when your squirrel of fame arrives you’ll know, be
patient and obedient every step of the way.
The best part of all of this was when I returned home and told my
father about the whole ordeal, his response, “That happened to me once!”
I am my Father’s daughter.
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